A song of my mind (2023), acrylic on canvas

A song of my mind 

This is just a song of my mind 

A song I sing all the time 

Of worries and troubles 

That I’ve made up in my mind 

A song I sing all the time 

I’m worried about this 

And annoyed about that

And it’s all lives only in my mind 

The capacity of my brain

Exists with what if 

But what not

And how sos 

And it just lives in my mind 

Even if everything is ok

Everything is good

I’m always struggling with what to do

I just want to kiss

A little peace 

A little peace that exists in my mind

As I smoke my cigarettes 

I dwell on my regrets 

The what if’s and how comes 

Am I just undoubtedly dumb

I must occupy my mind

With books movies 

things of those kind

With songs that I like 

But not the kind that occupy my mind 

To let go of the songs that I sing 

That only exist in my mind

Do I have the time?

To begin with a new mind?